Leaves, from the old tree... memories

A small post which i would like to dedicate to someone special.... In this generation, where people are giving their life to gettin settled in their life (couldn't help noticing but tat was unintended). Forgetting even the most important thing in their life which is also important for other people around you. No its not loveing, its bathing. Ok i was kidding there but all that emotional and elderly speech is about to come and people are going to sleep so why not a joke? But that was lame. So continuing what the discussion was about, its a mechanical life out there (mechanical?? only the people who know me will understand the determination that i took not to have said something sarcastic here). Money is needed and so people work and a few reach a position in which they give other people work (either because their family was in the same or by hard work or by an idea). And in that race what we dont get is, time.

Very often people would be reminded of their past life (trust me even the happiest ones do it), and everything about it. Every now and then people listen to some song and imagine themselves in that place, imagining about the past, about How beautiful things were.The most dumb things we ever said became jokes. The things we invent become famous about us. How much they miss the people with whom they thought they would never be separated. How much they miss the attention given by those very people who were called friends. That nervousness which they had before proposing to a girl or a guy you have been so much in love with. The sound after they say what they feel (may be the sound of a kiss or the sound of a slap depends on the result).

The most random get togethers, the parties where cake used to be more on the face less on the plate and lesser in ur stomach. When TV was only for sports and movies. Laptops and computers were for gaming music and downloading movies chatting. Teasing your friends with a girl or guy but being 90% happy when your friend says tat they love someone (10% obviously you are jealous). Consoling someone after their break up despite knowing that it is never going to cheer them up. Bunking classes despite the rules. Getting caught and looking at each others faces and sniggering and trying hard to control laughter. Becoming curious while walking with a girl and your eyes start moving with the speed of light scanning every place atleast thrice a minute which means you are looking at other places far more lower number of times than at the girl(i think girls dont have that habit because mostly none of the girls i know have done this). But we hardly get the time to repatch things.

Its not only about school and college. Its about every thing that you did in the past. No matter what you have done, there always will be a mild question in your mind doubting your decision. And controlling the mind is not something easy to do. If you sacrifice something, something you love a lot for someone else, later on you feel damn bad but you pretend to be happy. Such are the things you later feel if you had done things the other way you might have had something better. All the "what if's" can not be answered. Nothing that has happened in the past can ever be changed. Everybody has done stupid stuff which we laugh about later on. Things that made us cry earlier usually make us smile later on. Ok i ripped this from a text i got but hey dont all lovers say "i love you more than anyone else"? Not that it matters but had to do something to make me look positive. All we need is a little more time. No it is not copied from the song by jack wagner, Or prince of persia.

Dont feel shy to apologise, drop the ego when it comes to taking back loved ones, dont feel bad to shed your tears and dont ever lose a chance to say that you like care or love someone because you never know, it may be your last time, ever...